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hard days

2010年09月20日 18:08

Hard to tell....hard to say....
It made me crazy....
I never have this feel before ...
It so terrible, sad and hopeless ....
sorry....i am not a good actor...i can't act...

I dun know....I dun know anything...
I dun know about u... I dun know wat u think...wat u like...wat u love...wat u want...
I dun know your mind...
I know not thing about u...

take a knife stab to my heart is better...

when i hear that name...
I know that name had some place in your heart...
sometime u may thinking about him...talk about him...or another thing
i dun care...that is your memory...your life...
but in that moment we are so close and so sweet...
can't lie in that moment...i know it...any words in that moment is always true...
i am not a sex parter and i am not a player...i put all of my love...all of my heart...all of my mind to you...
just want u happy...want us happy...want us have a nice future what we want...want u forget your bad memory...

but i hear that name came from you mouth...

that moment...who are u? who sleep in my bad? who i relationship with? Why?
Why you will say that name?
why why why why why why why?
who am i? what have i done?

all in mt mind....

I lost and lose...
I feel I lost my soul...
Now I have not aim...
Who can I trust?
What can I trust?
How long I can hold it?
When he come back?
What will happen in next time?
I have your body but haven't your heart...
i dun want that...i need you...
all of you...
but...i haven't

I dun want close my heart again...
I am so scared...I feel so lonely...I feel so empty inside of me...
I am so afraid to do that thing again right now...
I can't control my hand start shaking when i think about it...
Cry in toilet like a fuckin girl...

Can't work...have not close my eyes last night...can't eat...can't drink....

Why why why why why....

Hi....miss lonely....is me again...will u with me a few day?

When I type this post...it's crazy rain in outside...haha!! I am mr.weather...my heart is bleeding ...gray sky is raining...wat a lovely gloomy Monday XD....
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